last year of being a student.

it's hard.
seems like i can't keep up
time running so fast towards me,
and I don't do anything to stop it.

Whether to leave or stay,
please tell my mother that I'll be back,
eventually,
when it all comes to an end.
I'll work hard,
so she doesn't need to work anymore.
Tell her that
soon, she'll be able to sleep at 7
without ever need to worry
about her unfinished work to do
because she doesn't need to work any longer

Someday soon,
I'll have the guts to publish this post online
and whoever read this post,
please tell my brother that I love him.
even I don't scream it out loudly
tell him that
I'm very thankful to have a brother on my side
when everyone in this room don't trust me
i'm very thankful that he believes in me


I hate crying in public
I hate it that my eyes turn red
But I just can't hold it any longer
I want it so bad until it hurts,
i can't even breathe properly
They killed my dreams,
they killed my dreams,
they killed my dreams.
I can't stop replying it

I keep asking
why they keep being so selfish
and close minded
Then I ask myself the same thing.


04/02/2015
08:35 pm

:)

 

You come and you go like I'm nothing you know? Everytime you come back to me, I'm prepared to watch you leave.. you can't make your mind up about me.. 

Patterns // (Draft)

Predictable, just like patterns. 

I'm done.

Goodbye. 

Holy Grail

And baby,

It's amazing I'm in this maze with you. I just can't crack your code. One day you're screaming you love me loud, the next day you're so cold. One day you're here, one day you're there. One day you care. You're so unfair

Not my favourite song tho, but the lyrics says it all 

Day-1 // 22

 

Sorry 

it's just me that feeling a 'lil bit psychedelic again